A Letter to My Future Self

Dear Zaihan in the future,

When you are reading this, it is most probably that you are facing the frequent hard days of a pharmacy's student. You might be feeling so tired and tensed up that all you want to to do is quitting your study. You might start to blame all the people who had not been supportive of you getting into law school before. You might start regretting your choice of study. You might feel guilty that you turned down the chance of leaving that you are now stuck in there. But, every time, every single time you are feeling like this, please do remember that ;

• You are the one deciding to stay there when you have got all the chances to leave. You are never brave enough to take a risk. You are the one too much of a coward that you are afraid to study a field you know would not guarantee you a cash rewarding career. Serve yourself right, chicken ! 
• Nothing is easy in this world. Do you think that with such a weak heart and passive attitude of yours, you are going to prevail in law school? Never ! Never ever think that you are going to do better elsewhere when you could not afford that even in here! Weaklings can't win! You are weak! Deal with your weakness and stop blaming the world for your failure! 
• Remember the way you are being treated all this while. People look at you as though you are the dirt on their shoes. They belittle you. They make fun of you. They never listen to what you have got to say. They always find your fault ! You are nothing ! Now, wake up, and prove it to them that you've got something so powerful in you, and that is the power of will ! You can't back off ! 
• Stop complaining ! Complains won't solve anything ! All those stupid lousy troublesome officers would still be there no matter how hard you bark at them. Trust me, if you want to change the system, you need to change yourself first. They're not going to listen to a kid no matter how right your words are. Prove it to them that your capability worth more than their responsibility which they always fail to carry out. 

You alone know that it is never going to be easy by the time you choose to be there. You made that decision and stick by that. You are always so proud to be a Malay Kedahan, then you should know that Kedahans never take their words back.

Stand Tall!

Stay Firm!

And, Prevails! Just Prevails !