Dear friends,
If you have found this blog and read all of the previous entries, you might find out that I have been grumbling about many things. I grumbled a lot about the irresponsible officer, the fake promises, and there were times I were grumbling about you guys too.
Frankly speaking, I have been thinking about deleting such entries. There are times I feel like I should edit all of the previous post. But I didn't. What if you have read it before I delete it? Won't it be just like trying to erase what that have been written by a pen? Won't you see me as more of a hypocrite?
But do you know why I want to delete such entries? It is because that is not how I view you now. The old entries were what I thought of you guys at that particular time. I'm sorry. I'm born not to be always right, and about you guys, I must admit that I were wrong. You guys are none of what I've thought before.
I am sorry. That was what I thought, but it is definitely not what I am thinking about you guys now. I am sorry. Please clarify. Please stop the distancing.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
I take the distancing as a punishment for my previous judgmental opinion. I have no right to ask you to stop running away. No, I am not asking or ordering. I am begging.
Please
I am sorry.
